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22 September 2014 @ 03:11 pm

Hey LJ How are we today.

Well I have been thinking and I realized that I don't post on here enough so I'm going to try and post more.



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I want to get all of my work out their to share with people and get feedback so that I can get better. I hope that you guys like like my stuff and what to share some of yours. I would love to meet new people.

Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Current Music: Madonna - I'm Madonna B*tch
23 December 2016 @ 07:40 pm
Title:Dreaming of You
Pairing/Characters:Jared Padalecki/Jensen Ackles
Word count/Medium:1,000
Warnings:Drug use,Gender Swap
Summary:When you spend your whole life in a dream with that one perfect person and finally open your eyes and realize it was all real.

“Wake up, Sleepyhead.”
What a nice dream, I thought. Face to face with this gorgeous man in my bed. The blonde highlights in his brown hair glowed, backlit by the morning sun.
“You promised me a picnic today, and it’s nearly 11:00.”
Wait. I knew this man. It was Jensen from McClellian high school. I had a huge crush on him, but I never asked him out. I was always too shy. Then I noticed his wedding ring. I glanced at my left hand. Yes! Matching rings.
He placed his hand on my chest and smiled. “Last night was amazing.”
Oh, my God. We made love last night? I tried to remember it. How could I forget it?! Don’t overreact, I thought. Be cool. Don’t wake yourself up. This is too good. “Yes, it was. Fantastic.”
“Well, let’s get going. We can pack the lunch together. It’ll be fun.”
Great, I thought. I’m all in. But my body felt heavy. I couldn’t move. My eyes began to close.
I couldn’t help it. I was falling asleep. No! I don’t want to…
I have no idea how long I was asleep. But when I felt myself waking up, I began to get excited. The picnic. With my incredible husband, Jensen. My eyes were open, but everything looked blurry.
“Finally. I thought you’d never wake up.”
Jensen’s voice sounded funny like he suddenly got a really bad cold. When my vision cleared, I was shocked to see—a woman. A bum in ragged clothing lying in bed with me. All at once I inhaled her rancid breath and recoiled in disgust. “Who are you? And where the hell is Jensen?”
“Great. Now you don’t even know my name. We’ve been together for nearly a year, and you don’t even know who I am. That’s pathetic, man.”
I wanted to kick her out of my bed. Or find a pistol or call the police. But I couldn’t do any of those things. I couldn’t move. And my eyes were closing.
The next time, I was afraid to open my eyes. But the sweet fragrance in the air gave me hope.
“Hey, Baby. You’re not trying to back out on our picnic, are you?”
My eyes popped open. There he was. Just as before. “Of course, not, Sweetie.” This time I would not fall back to sleep. I hopped out of bed. “I’m ready to go.”
“Okay. But you might want to get dressed first.”
“It’s gonna be a perfect day,” he said.
“Yes, it is.” I walked into the bathroom, so happy to be awake. To be walking around. I was good now. And this was not a dream. It was real. What a life.
Then I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. I looked kinda funny. My skin looked soft. I rubbed my hand across my face. Why was it so smooth? Where were my morning whiskers? And when had I let my hair grow past my shoulders?
I turned on the light to get a better look. I had breasts! “No!”
“What’s the matter, Honey?”
“I’m a woman!”
“And you just now realized it?”
I don’t know whether I fell back to sleep or fainted. But I awoke to something hitting the bottom of my foot. The bottom of my shoe. Why was I wearing shoes in bed?
Then I realized I wasn’t in bed. I was lying in an alley next to a dumpster.
I reached into my pocket and pulled out a handful of crumpled bills. The woman bent down and took the money out of my hand, and replaced it with a small baggie. I held it up to my eyes. Drugs?
Was this my real life? Sleeping on cold concrete in a stinky alley with my fellow druggies? No husband, no home, no bed?
The woman grinned at me. “Enjoy.”
“No!” I threw the baggie at her. “Get away from me!”
Suddenly, my body was sucked up into a tornado, and then abruptly spit out. At least that’s what it felt like. I was dizzy, disoriented.
The young girl leaned in. “Be cool, man. No problem.” She put the baggie into her jacket pocket and walked away.
I looked around and thought, what is this place? My head began to clear. It was my high school prom. Wait. Now it was coming back to me. Earlier that night I had taken some pills. I got them from that girl—the one who just offered me the baggie. Some of the popular crowd were doing it, so I thought, why not? How stupid. I decided it was time for me to go home.
I turned around and bumped into a boy, causing him to spill his drink everywhere. “I’m so sorry.”
“It’s okay,” he said, checking his white dress shirt. “I don’t think any of it got on me.”
When he looked up at me, I got a lump in my throat. It was Jensen. I felt my face turn red. He put his hand on my arm and smiled. “Really. It’s okay.”
It was now or never. “Hey…you want to…”
What was I doing? Every kid in the room was probably watching, seeing me make a fool of myself.
“Sure,” he said.
And that one word changed my life forever.
“Wake up, Sleepyhead.”
I opened my eyes to see my gorgeous husband, Jensen, lying in bed with me.
“You promised me a picnic today.”
Five years ago I dreamed this scene. It was exactly like this.
I grinned. “And a picnic you shall have, Baby.”

29 June 2015 @ 02:20 pm
This is my table for spn_30snapshots! I hope that I actually finish all of these prompts. Wish me luck!!!

01. skin 06. feel 11. heat 16. ache 21. desire 26. surrender
02. bite 07. kiss 12. wet 17. flush 22. tangle 27. truth
03. slick 08. touch 13. secret 18. lust 23. comfort 28. lies
04. promise 09. need 14. dance 19. trust 24. covet 29. future
05. betrayal 10. past 15. laughter 20. beginning 25. heart 30. ending

Strikethrough = Finished
Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: Fifth Harmony - Worth It
28 June 2015 @ 06:28 pm

Title: Pretty Little Annoyance

Fandom(s): Pll

Characters: Mona, Emily, OMC(for now)

Pairing(s): Emily/Paige, Mona/Hanna(InMona’sHead)

Rating: PG-13

Summary: A few days after the events in My One and Only Emily Fields is kidnapped by an angry and vengeful Mona Vanderwaal. What will happen to Emily? Will the others save her before its to late?

Genre: Angst, Alternate Universe,Violence,

Disclaimer: These characters are not mine. They belong to abc family and the author of the Pretty Little Liars book series.

Word Count: 846

Author’s note: Hope you guys enjoy.

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Current Mood: blahblah
19 April 2015 @ 05:04 pm
I am so excited right now. I just bought my Moose and Squirrel shirt from Jared and Jensen. I love being a memeber of the SPN family. https://represent.com/jaredjensen
Current Location: Supernatural Universe
Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: Pharrell - Happy
06 March 2015 @ 02:16 am
Hey guys I made it to the spnnewsletter. I am so excited and honored to be in the newsletter. GO check it out and everything else they have on their site. Spnnewsletter
Current Mood: excitedexcited
09 February 2015 @ 02:43 pm
Title: Between The Two

Fandom(s): J2

Characters: Jared Padalecki, Jensen Ackles, OMC

Pairing(s): Jared/Jensen

Rating: K+

Summary: When you find yourself in-between two men at odds how would you handle it?

Genre: Angst, Alternate Universe , Hurt/Comfort, Past Mpreg, Mpreg, Kid-Fic

Disclaimer: These people belong to themselves. The only Character that is mine is the OMC(and he’s pretty adorable)

Word Count: 1,123

Author’s note: First J2 posting and first none beta’d so help me out with some feedback. I would love to know what you think.

Finding yourself between two men who are at odds with one another is a bit complicated but when one is thirty-two and the other is eight years old it can be downright exasperating. They can’t agree on any thing. The smallest thing can set them off and its like World War III. They can never agree on anything without fighting about it for three to four hours, sometimes even days. This fight however is worse that I have ever seen. Who would have thought that telling your eight year old that he was going to be a big brother could make him act like the world was ending. Now here I am stuck in the middle of these to butting heads.
“Jensen just let him stay in his room to cool off a bit.” “No, Jared, Landon needs to know that he can’t talk to us like we are not his parents.” “But Jen...” “No, Jared not gonna happen.” “Landon Michael Ackles-Padalecki get back down here now.” “No, I want come down tell you say you want get another baby.” “Jensen maybe I should talk to him” “Oh, are you saying I can’t talk to my son is that it.” “What? Baby no thats not want I’m saying at all” “Okay then what are you saying” “ What I’m saying is that you two fight about everything all the time, so maybe I should give it a try.” “Okay fine you go talk some sense into your son”
Having Jensen call a ceasefire for even a minute was a major relief. This will hopefully give me enough time to maybe come things down before they get even worse. “Landon sweetheart can I come in?” “Is Papa with you?” “No, Its just me, so can I come in.” “Yeah, okay then you can” “Thank you sweetheart, now do you want to tell me why you're so upset” “Your gonna get made at me if I tell you” “No, baby I promise I want get made at you, why don’t you want to be a big brother.” “Cause I don’t want you and papa to give me away cause you don’t want me no more.” “What? Sweetheart of course papa and I are gonna want you and the new baby, we want give you away for anything.” “Yes, you will cause you gonna have the new baby to play with and you're not gonna want me anymore.” “Oh, Baby come here.” Holding you son while he’s balling his eyes out thinking you're not gonna want him anymore can really break your heart.
I didn’t even notice that I to was in tears until I felt a hand wiping my face and when I looked up Jensen was kneeling in front of us. I can’t explain it but in that moment I was more the grateful that I have the two incredible men in my life. My son in my arms and my husband with his arms around both of us made me realize that we were gonna get through this small speed bump and come out the other side happier then ever. “Hey are you guys okay.” “Yea I think we’re gonna be okay once someone learns that we love him so much and that we are never ever gonna want to give him away.” “You promise Daddy, you promise you want give me away when the baby get hear.” “Landon, we will never give your away.” “Are you sure papa cause you don’t like me very much.” “Landon you think that I don’t like you, baby that just not true at all.” “I know that we fight a lot but that only because we are so similar that all hunny.” “I love you so much that sometimes I don’t know how to tell you or show you.” “You really love papa and you a-an...and daddy want give me away so you can have the baby.” “Oh Landon, hunny your daddy and I would never give you away we want you to be here so you can help us keep the baby safe.” “Thats right sweetheart your gonna be a big brother and you have to help keep your brother or sister safe and happy just like we do.” “We want you here so we can love both you Landon.”
“Do you believe us now Landon, do you believe that we love you this baby just the same.” “Really?” “Really buddy, things might be a little bit different when the baby get here but we will always love you.” “Okay papa, I love you and I love you Daddy and I guess I can love the baby too.” “Aww thank you sweetheart we love you too.”And just wait when the baby gets here your gonna love him or her too okay.” “Okay.” “Well I hate to break this to you little one but its time for you to go to bed.” “Awwww do I have to go.” “Yes, you have to go but in the morning when you wake up everything will be better the today and there might be some chocolate chip pancakes too.
“Chocolate chip pancakes really.” “Really baby boy but only if you start getting ready for bed.” “Aww okay but only because I want pancakes.” “Okay only for the pancakes, goodnight baby boy have good dreams okay.” “Nite daddy, nite papa...” “Papa...” “Yes, Landon...” “I’m sorry for yelling earlier and saying that I don’t like you anymore cause thats not true, I love you papa.” “All is forgiven Landon you were just upset so don’t worry alright everything is fine.” “Okay nite.” “Goodnight baby boy.”
“Well I for one am glad that crisis is over.” “ Me too Jared me too.” “So what do you think the next thing you to are gonna but heads about is gonna be.” “Well maybe we won’t but heads again ever think of that Jared.” “No, I have not because that is not true, everything might be fine now but sooner or later the to of you will be at each other again.” “Heh I hope your wrong.” “I’m not, I am 100% correct about everything haven’t you figured this out yet.” “Oh really, thats how its gonna be is it.” “Uh-huh 100%.” “ Hmm, I guess I have a thing or two to show you.” “Oh really like what.” “Well your just gonna have to follow me to the bedroom to find out.” “The bedroom...Jensen what ever you have to show me in there is exactly how we got this baby in the first place.”

You see finding yourself between two men who are at odds with one another is a bit complicated but it can also bring you closer then you where before.
Current Mood: contemplative
16 January 2015 @ 09:14 pm

Hey guys,

I wanted to share with you the art I created for spn-reversebang. I am so excited for you guys to see the art and read the story to come. I hope you like.

Fic Title: Never Tell
Author: essene
Artist:  nazarivega
Fandom/Genre: RPS,
RomancePairing(s): Jared/Jensen (side pairings: Chad/Sophia, Tom/Mike, past Tom/Danneel)
Rating: R-ish
Word Count: 12,000+ (OMG)
Warnings: sexual situation, werewolves, homophobia
Summary: Jensen Ackles moves to a new town that is not all that it seems.

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Now that you have checked out the artwork you guys should really check out the Fic and tell us what you think.

Current Mood: excitedexcited

Putting words to the page is a hard thing to do for some like me. Every time I try to put cohesive sentences together my brain gets all jumbled and I forget how to string words together. So I am trying this whole write whatever comes to my head thing. This can be difficult to because sometimes I tend to over think things that should just come naturally but for some reason that doesn’t happen very often for me. Its like I have this brain blockage that only appears when I would like to be creative in some way. I don’t know how to fix it. I mean I do the usual stuff google prompts to help start stories and poems but nothing seems to help. The poems that I do start take forever to finish  as do the stories that I start, well thats if I finish them at all. I really don’t know what to do about it. Writing use to be such a big part of how i define myself that without it I feel lost and alone. Yea,I know normal people read this and they think I’m being melodramatic but I’m not I promise. I just have been alone most of my life,being an only child and feeling like the few friends I did have didn’t know me at all, yea gets a little lonely. Writing was my escape from reality and into my own little world, that looked something like wonderland. I was an amazing place and I  miss it so much but I can’t get back there and it sucks. I want to be able to vintner their whenever I want, see the sights,meet the  characters, add new characters. I read a lot these stories about some of my favorite characters and I wonder how they keep their writing Mojo going. I wonder what makes them so much different from me. What do they have that I don’t? Why can they produce such amazing things while I can barely write my name. I really don’t think these questions will be answered ever but I still wonder. I dope this exercise helps me gain my skills back because I still feel alone in a see of people and I want to expel these feelings into woods and make it all better. I want to finally feel free of all of this pain that I feel. I want to enjoy life again. (10-14-2013 3:30am)

Current Mood: okayokay
Current Music: Out of my mind by B.O.B.